Woow! ha ha ha kinda awkward saying something when ya been gone like 4eva! xD man where to begin. well, first of all i cant type worth crap when i've been texting 100 times a day with my new phone. its not black, its just a newer version of my phone when mine got wasted xD yeah my old phone was like that.. <_< >_> haa lol still a razor LG, its the silver kind....... that my ex boyfriend has.. >.< lol but hey, mines newer! XD ive change alot sine i was on here from day one. my hair grew past my shoulders and my bangs go past my chin. my hair gets annoyingly fluffy at times! >_< i straighten it and show whos boss! lol let me seee.. *ponders* since Feb. 7th i've had my.. what 2nd or 3rd boyfriend? lol im lucky dat this one is much nicer than my last *rolls her eyes* men these days lol iv'e learned alot since then *sigh* but my BF now makes me happy and is taking me to the prom June 6th! lol i haven't found the right dress just yet. im a much different size than Sept. 22nd of my oldest brothers wedding of last year lol that brides maid dress is BLLEEHH!!!! it sags on me and is too short for a long dress and i was the tallest one there!!! woman are soooo small these days! it makes me look bad at times cuz it makes me a freak that has to slouch a little bit just to fit in lol nauh, im no freak tho. only on Friday and Saturday nights lol another thing thats changed is my personality! im not shy anymore! i can tell u straight up what i kno, how i feel, who i am, and what u r! but im not mean! <3 im still sweet and innocent (at times) > w > it would be more festive on MySpace to leave a blog or what not lol i dont have one yet. i'll be sure tho to make one right away. oh, the way i draw has changed a little. i've come patient on how to draw people now like portrates. drawn some of that of which im proud of ^_^ anime is doing ok, need to build digitally on that, which i haven't had the time or 80% of how lazy i am =_= lol i havent watched Saturday night anime shows in a while cuz i was too tired too cuz of school and family and friends. figured i could wait to STILL get the internet at my house to watch some. i'm going to try to put up some new pics of me some how off my phone which doesnt have internet access cuz my grandma took it off..... *>.<* well, i cant be so sure that i'll be on like this everyday. but from today and sunday has been my Spring Break lol kinda weird for some if u cuz u already had it but last week i took my exams which were a pain! so next week is back to work o-o meep lol atleast im relaxing in my black night gown and red and black kimono! haahaaaa! livin the good life lol k dudes, keep it chill'n! laterz